Hello World!!

Hey there. Just a new photo of me i thought you would enjoy. So this is what i looked like when i got up this morning. Dont know why i chose that moment to take a picture of my self but i did.


I also took some new pictures of my tattoo today. The only ones i have are from the day I got it so its all red and puffy. This is what they look like now.

Not much going on lately. After this weekend ill have some great pictures and stories for you. Saturday we are going to the kenny chesney/keith urban/ leann rimes/luke bryant concert at for field!!! Then we are coming home and having a bon fire!! Cant wait!!! Love you all!!

Sparky

So our dog got hit by a car last night. I guess I just need to spend some time thinking about him.

I wasn't around him that long, only about 6 months, but you all know how dogs are. You get so attached quick. Feels like one of my kids. I mean for the past 3 months its been just the kids, me and Sparky. Every day just the 4 of us. Now he's missing and my whole day feels wrong. He was always under my feet, which i complained about, but secretly loved. He would want out, then in than back out. Which of coarse drove me nutts.! He was the the third child in the house i had to take care of. And i loved it.

His hair is all over this house, his pictures keep coming up on the computer screen saver. I don't know what to do with all of that. I hate death. I don't know how to react to it. Everything feels wrong. I just get numb and mad. I just feel like I should say sorry.

Playing in the mudd!

So Sunday we went to the mounds and had some fun. Splashing around and trail climbing.

I LOVE JEEPS!!!

Well I was trying to post a video but it wont let me. So I guess all you get is pictures. So here are some more!

Here is Joe trying to figure out what is wrong with his jeep.

This is the hole joe kept getting stuck in.

Here is everyone standing around waiting for Joe's engine to dry.

Had a crazy day need to vent...

So Trev and Michael both had doctors appt yesterday and got shots (that sucked) and now Trevor has to have his eyes checked. Yippee something else to worry about. I'm sure he'll be fine i just hate that he is getting older and there are new concerns daily.
Still don't know about that job, I'll find out on Monday if i got it or not. I'm pretty sure i do, but if i assume you know what will happen! I just want to go back to work. I really could care less what I'm doing i just want purpose and money. Not even a lot (which would be nice) but enough to pay my bills and live. Why is it so hard? I just don't get it.
Well i got my student ID in the mail today so i guess that's makes me official!!! Yeah! I'm very excited! I cant wait for school to start, i just hope i can do it. I mean i can but i don't know what to expect so what if i suck at it. God I'm annoying!!!
I had a weird day today and not everyone can understand what i went through. The range of emotions i felt to day were insane. I have to come to some sort of understanding for it all. Sorry I'm so vague just don't really want to go into all the details.
Well if your still here and reading this, go do something productive with your life, I'm gonna go find something to eat for dinner, cause it is WAY to hot to cook tonight. Love you all-Jackie

Which do you like?

Not the color just the length. I am staying blonde (at least for now). But I'm throwing the idea around to grow my hair out again. I miss the length. I know when it gets there I'll complain its so hard to take care of but I miss it. What do you think? Long or Short? Or maybe i should stay in the middle? I dont know.

You asked for it!!

Ok so my mom loves the boy's pages and wants to see my smiling face as well so here it is...

I do think this is gonna be fun though. I love talking about my self and its a really easy way to keep you all informed on my life. So where to start. Well i get a phone call tomorrow about when I start my new job. I am soooo excited. I just cant even wait. I also start school in Sept. Thats the most exciting probably. Its only taken me 9 years to finally do it, but i am. I'm kinda proud of myself for not putting it off anymore. But we will see how i feel when I'm sitting in a class room again.

Lee and I took the kids up north this weekend. Didnt get to see any fireworks but we still had a blast. Here are some pictures to show you how much fun it was!!!

This is when we got stuck!! It was soo cool!

This is after a great day on the trails!! Check out all the mudd!!!

Sunday we spent on the boat. It was great other than i didnt put sunscreen on my stomach or legs and got burnt. Oh well live and learn right?