Five Minute Friday: Beautiful

Well its Friday, normally I am anxiously awaiting this. This will be my 4th time participating in FMF, but today I am nervous about it. See yesterday I tried some free writing on my own just cause I love the feeling FMF gives me. I love sharing my writings, and reading others. BUT yesterday was horrible. Everything that came out of me sounded like babble, and not the good getting it all out babble. Just blah babble. So now I'm sitting here scared to write with today's prompt. Oh well right? Suck it up and do it. Be brave and don't be so hard on yourself. Know that your just starting out and everyone stumbles along the way.

Beautiful

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We all know, or at least are taught that beauty from inside is always better than outside beauty. I know this to be true. And with out sounding like a braggart, I am beautiful on the inside. However that doesn't seem to stop the yearning for outside beauty too. I don't need to be a super model or anything. I just want to feel comfortable in my own skin and body. I want...Well there's a concept. I want. Hmm, maybe its just not about what I want. Maybe its not even about me. Maybe God has others thoughts and plans. Maybe. I just don't know. I see others beauty, inside and out. I see the beauty that God has created for me, it just sometimes feels like he forgot something. He forgot me and what I would want.

STOP

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Alphabet

I am quickly becoming addicted to reading blogs!! Every time I dink around on the internet I find another one! So I was reading an article on the Huntington Post and it linked me to the authors blog. Another score!! I love these women and the way they put life into words! So her post from today was an Alphabet Edition, so I decided to give it a try too.
Here goes:

A: Attached or single?  Attached.

B: Best friend?  Same one since 4th grade.

C: Cake or pie?  PIE!!! Yummy.

D: Day of choice? Saturday, always the fun filled day.

E: Essential item? My husband. I cannot stay sane very long without him.

F: Favorite color?  Purple.

G: Gummy bears of worms?  Worms, not sure why.

H: Hometown?  Lapeer, MI.

I: Favorite indulgence? Sleeping in.

J: January or July?  Both can be fun. I need all my seasons and months!

K: Kids?  Three adorable, loving, drive me crazy boys

L: Life isn't complete without?  My husband, my kids, my parents, my friends

M: Marriage date? November 20. 2010

N: Number of siblings? Well I grew up an only child, when I was 28 I met my half sister from my bio dad. 

O: Oranges or apples?  Hmm that's a hard choice. I guess apples cause I love to bake and the possibilities are endless.

P: Phobias? Birds, bugs, moths, bats, any thing that flies at my head!

Q: Quotes? I love quotes. I have a book I write them in, however I don't have the memory bank capacity to just quote them when necessary. 

R: Reasons to smile? I actually just started a list similar to this yesterday. I am trying hard to find these everyday!

S: Season of choice? Fall, oh the colors :)

T: Tag 5 people.No tagging involved here, if you want to post it on your blog go for it.

U: Unknown fact about me. I hate surprises

V: Vegetable? LOVE LOVE LOVE them all!

W: Worst habit? Social smoking, swearing (not just socially)

X: x-ray or ultrasound? Never had an x-ray. But my ultrasounds were all fun

Y: Your favorite food? MMM my moms chicken and dumplings, roast, meatloaf, mac and cheese, cookies, etc I like food!

Z: Zodiac sign? I was born on the cusp. So I am a Gemini/Taurus. Which basically means I am a two headed stubborn fool!

Your turn, have fun